Schizo

[schizo]

If I don't get out of the house soon and get a social life and get a job and move on with my life as I've already been at home way too long without connecting with people and the world and edging on borderline schizophrenia...I'm taking this challenge to save myself, to give me a chance for a new and different life, and reach the capacity of a normal person.


Day 1
<br />Write down the following:

A. One or two sentences describing how you believe other people currently perceive you.
<br />-a normal person a (few) step(s) behind in life, mainly just a guy with no job, someone with potential but not very realistic in approach

B. One or two sentences describing how you'd ideally like to be perceived by others.
<br />-a happy successful guy with his act and life together

C. Three of your behaviors or characteristics that you would like to get rid of.
<br />-lose of ambition and holding myself back (for whatever reason, like caring too much about what people think is not possible over believing in myself and making the things that seem possible in my mind possible in reality even if they seem impossible in other people's minds)
<br />-not advancing to the next level or pressing forward with limitless energy, power, and determination
<br />-thinking too much and not taking enough action (or getting stuck in planning and not working enough on actual progress)

D. Three new behaviors or characteristics that you would like to adapt.
<br />-natural drive
<br />-focus
<br />-more in tune with reality and the social world<P>[Edited by schizo on 06/30/06 10:31 PM]<P>

[schizo]

Q. What are the 3 accomplishments you want to achieve to make your life happier?
<br />-help others in achieving their goals
<br />-max out my full potential
<br />-share my happiness/success with others

Q. What are the reasons why these things would make you happier?

I'm pretty happy on my own as is, so it's hard to answer this question!

-Help others in achieving their goals. Usually when I'm down, it's because of others expectations for me, so I suppose if I help them in achieving their goals (or their goals for me!) I'd be a little bit happier (because they'd stop nagging me or telling me about how they aren't super rich or successful and use that to rationalize limits on life, themselves, or what they can achieve).
<br />-Maxing out my full potential in a way is like expanding my freedom, advancing past my previous limits allows me to move through life with more options and freedom. In a way, I'm scared to embrace my full potential because I'm not sure what it entails...it could mean that I radiate with great ceaseless energy and walk through life piercing souls and changing the very fabric of everything I touch. Having a choice to make a difference, and a choice to choose what to make a difference in, knowing what to do, when to do it, how to do everything I want...I guess that's what comes with reaching my full potential, accomplishing and doing things that I can't or don't know how to do right now. I suppose maxing out my full potential will allow me to be more myself, my full self, my best self. I gain a lot of happiness from 'flow' while in the journey...I suppose maxing my full potential will just take me to the zenith level of everything including happiness.
<br />-Share with others. Once you reach your max there is nothing else to do to expand your own inner happiness other than to reach out and expand the happiness of others.

Q. What is your Personal Mission?

I will become GOD (my role, 2-3 words max)

who will SAVE THE UNIVERSE (my claim to fame, 2-3 words max)

within RIGHT NOW (number, of days/weeks/years)

Q. Which are the three final Personal Mission results that will tell that YOU DID IT?
<br />1. I will brighten someone's day (action) one (number of) laugh or smile at a time (aspect)
<br />2. I will brighten my day (action) one (number of) victory task completed yahoo! at a time (aspect)
<br />3. I will take a broken someone, (action) someone (number of) and fix them up (aspect)

Q. Why are you now fully committed to pursue your Personal Mission?

because IF I DON'T pursue it NOW, I will continue to suffer over the next years and

-my Relationships with those around me (Element/Quality of my Life) will decrease/get worse/fail.
<br />-my Survival (Element/Quality of my Life) will decrease/get worse/fail.
<br />-my Connection with the real world (Element/Quality of my Life) will decrease/get worse/fail.

and eventually I will Die Miserable or Commit Suicide (Worst Possible Outcome) and my worst nightmare will come true.


but if I DO pursue it NOW, I will enjoy the next years and

-my Relationships (Element/Quality of my Life) will increase/improve/succeed.
<br />-my Chance Of Survival (Element/Quality of my Life) will increase/improve/come true.
<br />-my Connection with the real world (Element/Quality of my Life) will increase/improve/come true.

and eventually I will Be A Success in my own eyes and the eyes of those close to me (Best Possible Outcome) and my life dream will come true.<P>[Edited by schizo on 07/03/06 10:19 AM]<P>